All that I know is I’m breathing.
Raven.
lovewideopen asked: I learned a lot about life from Byron Katie. Things my parents never told me. (Couldn't really cuz they didn't know themselves) You can google her. She has videos on her site and You tube. She is one badass truth seeker. She taught me how to stop being miserable. Best gift I ever got .. so far.
thank you.really! i will for sure check that out! it means a lot<3
Fallin.
There’s so much stress coursing through my veins.I can feel it every time i breathe in.One thing after another it hits me like a ton of bricks.I feel like i should just push it all aside and consider myself lucky.Lucky that it’s not as bad as some other people have it.But my feelings matter too.Wright?
Do my stresses,fears,worries,all of my feelings do they matter?Sometimes i feel like i’m screaming in a crowded room and no one can hear me.They just keep about their own business.I feel like it’s ok for everyone else to vent to me about their problems.But once i start to vent they get covered up and pushed aside because they don’t have time to return the favor.
Every damn day I just want to scream.Every seconded i’m worried about one thing or another.For once in my life I just want to know that every thing is ok and i don’t have to worry.All i want is one moment of peace and happiness.
When i look back on my life,i want to smile.
I’m almost 20years old and i feel like i’ve never really been able to experience my life.I feel like i’ve never had too much of a childhood.I’ve had no high school experience.That’s my own fault for dropping out twice i suppose.But it’s not my fault people chose to spread rumors about me.And that everyone chose to believe them..I’ve never even been to a real party.No prom.I’ve never even been on a date.It’s little things like that,that make me upset.I know it sounds silly but to me it’s not.It just…sucks.Seeing everyone so happy.Seeing them post pictures on facebook every 5minutes of them smiling and living their lives.While i’m stuck behind the computer screen dreaming.
Everyday I wake up and wish i wouldn’t have.I instantly start stressing.I dread going to work at the same job i hate.Then to come home and do nothing just to wake up and do it all again and do it the next day.I want to be able to do what i love.I don’t want to waist anymore time.
My life is an hour glass.I don’t want to wait for the last grain to drop and look back and see nothing but darkness.
missileproof asked: thank you!!! <3
you are very welcome(: i hope you have a good birthday<3
Lie to me.
sister<3
Coming home<3
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